I'm sorry my readers... but... I got to say I've screwed up again. Haha should be nothing new to you all lar. Its hong what do you expect. Sorry that I'm being sacarstic. Disappointed. Very. Screw up studies screw up shooting. Hong arh you winner lar. During trainings I get an average of 8.35-8.55 per shot. Personal best of 345. Not very good compared to others. But during competition I perform even worse. Today just get a 326/400 average of 8.15. Big diffrent. and what's worse now is I don't really know what really went wrong. Mentally I feel quite alright but the results prove otherwise.
I feel like saying so many sorry. To myself. Sorry for not being able to perform. To coach. She helped me a lot. If not I think my score this time round will be worse. Thank you for being there. Sorry cause I know she had expected much better from me. To my Team. They've perform up to standard, and for Caren she breaks her personal best once again. I've pulled the team down if not we might have beat a few more schools. And you know what's even more ironic? I'm the one who went to almost every trainings while my team mates seldom do, I'm the one who perform better in trainings. But? haha life has a way of turning things.
However on the better note.... =) We've bagged in quite a no. of medals! Haha. Yes results are not so good... but! We're lucky to be in North Zone. I think that's the 'lousiest' zone lar. Consisting of AJ, IJ, SR and YJ. AJ should be the most experienced in rifle, but their pistols are new, SR new shooting club as well think they're into the second year like us then yj think either first or second year and I think they only have rifle girls. So prizes are given out for team first and second (I think third most prob don't have lar) and individual first second third.
Our medal tally - 4 Gold, 3 Silver, 1 Bronze. =) Pistol girls bag in first second third. With my lousy score also can get third just further prove that north zone is a 'no kick' zone. And of course we're north zone first haha. In national standing we're 6 out of 13 schools. =) At least we're in the upper half... but if I'm just a bit better, we might just get 5 kicking away JJ who's score is 7 point higher. Rifle girls 2/4 losing to AJ by 3 points! But we've an individual gold. Faezah shot 192! Currently second in national together with a HC and NJ, never copy the series so don't know exact ranking. Moving on to final. =) Rifle guys second in zone losing to AJ again. Well AJ more experience rifle club. But we've another finalist, Ken. =) So another gold in zone. Last but not least our pistol guys. They've under perform. Getting similar result as me. Bad. Get a silver in team. If they've shoot as what they had in NUSIS, they'll be far ahead of the current first, SR. But that's shooting this time it might be good but you never know for the next time.
Took some silly pictures again. But bro yet to find the thing! argh. So can't upload again... so till then... And lolz I've become the journalist of IJ shooting team haha cause I'm the one copying all the scores.
刚开始射时，sighters very bad. 教练叫我出去，跟我说了一些话，其中一句是“这是最后一次打national com 了，我不希望你出来跟我说“教练我后悔刚才没打得更好” ”虽然她不希望我说，我还是得说，“教练我后悔了”。 但我也想说“谢谢你的教导，你的鼓励，对不起，我或许辜负了你。”
For now shooting is over, all activities had come to an end, I've to face the music of my results I think I flop all 3 papers. Parents being called down will be inevitable this time round. But right now I don't really care le. All I want to do is mug and mug. I want to enter NUS. Cause there I'll be able to join Air Weapon Club. That's where my coaches will be as well. That's my motivation. 17 weeks left to A's.... I can do it!
