Term 3 is starting officially tomorrow. At least for me. Argh I don't want! I'll be physically there tomorrow but mentally I'll be half gone. I promise myself till after Wednesday, after competition.
Yup. All my mind is filled with the upcoming competition. I might not be at my physical best (my right elbow is not healing as well as I hope it will be. Haha coach will scold me if she know I never go see doc even though its not healing well.), but I hope to be at my mental best.
Thinking back this comp, my last in JC life is so diffrent from my first comp, NUSIS 05. First comp is really heck care cause its at the mentality that we're only there to gain experience , sure can't win with only few months of practices. I'm just back home from P5 camp few hours before the comp. Tired and totally unfocus. Reached the range few minutes before preparation time, frantic, chiong around. Shooting start, then we're not using our own gun, using SAFRA one, though coach Wenwei had thought us how to use the day before, panicky me just can't operate it, raise hand for help. When really started my competition shots, things just doesn't go right zero here zero there still can't make it, then compress air leak. Go out pump, coach Siew Peng talked to me, made me realised I've zero the wrong side! In one word its pathetic. This time round I hope nothing like this happen... of course not!
Yay! Just recieved message there's training tomorrow!!! Haha. Last training... How life will be after that? Can't imagine. But at least there's a last chance to be at the range, to see the 'range kitten' haha that's a kitten that loiter outside the range, even though erm.. haha its my 'best friend'. Crappers esp. darl darl will know. =P Haha maybe I'll even bring my cam and take some photos. =P They'll think I crazy arh.
