Things I want to blog are in a mess trying to 'jump out' of my brain. Don't know what to blog first. =X
Life's been going on. Picking up my momentum in studies. Getting over that shooting won't be in my life for the time being. My life for now till 16/11 3.30pm, 1530h will only be study study and more study. Mugging sessions have been quite well till now. I'm trying to get myself to love it. Erm not very sure if I actually succeed. But it feels good to be mugging. However I'm actually very afraid, very. Time is really not enough! What if I can't finish revising, what if I go into the exam hall and don't know all the questions in front of me, what if what if! All the 'what ifs' are scaring me.
Today is exactly one week since the competition. Still remember my disappointment. Read other's who had compete in various competitions. Feel for them. I felt that I'm there as well, then I'll remember my own experience once again. World Cup is also able to do that to me. Ok I know world cup over for quite long le, I abit lag but didn't blog for some reasons. Monday was tired till... well its just horrible. Yesterday was blogging half way get into some arguement with dad in the end the entry was gone. So here to just give some comments.
Italy won, the joy, the happiness on their faces. France lost, the disappointment, the agony they felt. Zidane... his last match, his last world cup, his last time as a captain, he had to be left the field. I've just finish my own last competition in JC, the disappointment that I've failed is already that bad, I bet Zidane felt tons worse. Italy won I think they deserve it, they had played well. The French don't deserve to lose cause they had played as well as Italy. But all of us knew, in life things are not always fair. You not only need skill you nee luck as well. But at the same time you can't blame anyone cause if you're much better, you don't need the luck. So true right! Haha its not by me. =P
Anyway I don't really feel sad for France, I felt sad for Zidane. His last match, his last world cup, his last time as a captain. He don't deserve to be provoke by others. However he become the one who's in the wrong once he resort to violence. Haiz one moment of uncontrolled temper... In fact I think Zidane should just hold his temper finish the match and maybe win it. Get the glory show that guy how good he actually is... and if he still want to 'head' him, he should just go ahead! Haha. At least this way he can finish his last match and can cause both mental and physical pain. Oops am I more evil? =X
Zidane, one of the greatest player in this decade? century? argh never get these few things right. You just fill in your own blanks lar. Back to the topic, despite the 'act of the game' he's still awarded the Golden Ball and its voted by the reporters! Though Fifa is looking into the matter but till now still no news of it right.... (think so)
Ok I'm not blogging anymore... The starting of the entry I mentioned that its one week after my nat com. Tomorrow its the second week liao, which is also the finals! Erm do your maths and you can arrive at the conclusion I used 1 week to type this entry =P though 4/5 of the time its saved as a draft... another 1/5 is I open the entry wanted to finish and post but never able to do it till today. Anyway tomorrow finals... Jiayou and Good Luck to Ken and Faezah... Erm no way they'll see this entry lar but its the thoughts that count =) Bring back our first national trophy! =) nitez peeps
