Thursday, October 26, 2006
~ 10:52 PM ~
Ok a fast one... to prevent my blog from rotting. Yesterday blog a long one but browser suddenly closes by itself so... duh. Anyway yesterday's entry was about how we should appreciating the small small things in life, the blue blue sky, beauty of buildings and etc, then blog about the poor taxi service in Singapore, how we are working a 'good quality service' yet this is the image we portray to foreigers. Yar this is a summary =P.
Read my past entries few days ago... haiz. All memories. I miss those days but I don't envy those who are going through it now cause I've went through it and experience it... so I've no reason to envy them... haha chim hor... but not my thoughts to be exact. Quoted part of it from 'Tuesday with Morrie’ Quite right lar.
I really miss shooting lots. My gun. 5/7 the day I bid goodbye to it and not seen it since then. Never even step to the range after it lar. I really miss it lots. Not even sure if I have the chance to shot again. Only if I get into uni.... I dreamt of shooting yesterday. A nice nice dream. Dreamt that we're cleaning the range. Then we shoot. Then my result very bad. Then coach say "Never mind after A level we train hard again... =)" I want my dream to come true. Study hard bah...
1 more week. 1 more week. I'm afraid. I only seems to know all the rudimentary stuff that won't bring me far. I want to be steeped with knowledge. How I wish the remaining one week is interminable though studying is a drudgery, I won't mind if I can have more time. Why I'm not adroit in memorising stuff, if I am, it wil enhance my learning so much. Can I cajole someone to give me some of their memory space? Or can I accost an examiner, badger him or her to 'help' me during exam? Haha I know this is impossible. At least the annals of major exam in Singapore do not have such sitution before. I'm just a mudane girl, yet I've to go through this process known as "examinations" a euphemism for mental tortue and abuse. However, this is inevitable. It has been stipulated in the unofficial rules and regulation booklet for living in the world that only those who mangaed to face these challenges intrepidly will be able to succeed in life. Those hapless souls who failed to do so will then live in a diffrent realm from others. How paradoxical that one's future depends on these examinations we have.
Haha. Been trying to improve my vocab so throw in as many words as I can that I've learn in this 2 days. Not sure if I've used it in the proper way.. but the meaning is there. Well... can check out the meanings... coz the book I'm reading is recommended to the GP support group pple in our school. 1100 words. Suppose to be 5 words per day then everything to be learn in 42 weeks... then by the time they recommend them, the support group pple is told to learn 1 week per day. Though i not in the support group, I know of this thing but lazy to study... then only yesterday go borrow it to read. Haha... only at 3rd week lor -_- Hugging buddha leg arh... (l临时抱佛脚)
byez peeps =)