These few days will be good if not I'm troubled by somethings.

Haiz. But well got a job at last! Lolz thanks to bull bull! Though the pay not alot but better than nothing =) Got income le! Haha. Just do and try out and see how bah. =) I want go out play before Friday sia... start work can't go out le! lolz.

Today so many events in such a short time... i'll say its a enjoyable fun day. POC... AGM... Promotion... G5... ended off with Sakae! oh and helping Candy to spray her hair =P

I'm glad there's these people around me with fun and laughter... though at times there's conflict... there's sides to take... my stand, stay nuetral... and enjoy. Life's all about enjoyment isn't it? Haha perhaps its just me.

To me now life's good except that I've no job no $. I don't know what life will become in 1 months time when results might be out. Argh horrible thoughts =X lolz.

Last time someone said "Aquarius are possessive people" I disagree and asked if she think I'm possessive. She think for a moment and said yes. I've been thinking since then how am I possessive? In what ways or on what occassions? I also dunno when I realise the answer. But well eventually I found out I'm very possessive on somethings.

I'm very very possessive of my memories. Erm memories doesn't seems to be the best word but with my limited vocab can't find any more appropriate word lar. My possessiveness is diffrent from others bah... I don't really keep my memories to myself. But its like I'll sometimes try to make others guilty if they're suppose to be part of it but choose not to. Or when others move on and no longer seems to remember the memories... I'll feel abit sad even feel a bit agitated. Lolz I know that's silly and childish lar... just that the thought will flash in my mind for a few seconds when I feel that things had change. Then after that I'll feel that I'm evil to have such thoughts. Everyone has their own life, I've no right to feel this way lor. And as I always like to say "The only thing that is constant is change". Haha perhaps its one of my fav. quotes coz I've yet to completely enforce it in my thinkings bah. =) Hmm... feel like I'm a patient being analyse by a psychologist on my thinking. And on the other hand I'm the pyschologist who's analysing the patient.

Haha crazy le lar. 1am plus le... yesterday slept at about 3am wake up at 7am now mind crazy crazy le lar =P Nitez people =)

Hmm... been thinking of getting contact lens these days. Last time i've thought of getting contacts but always push away the idea as I've heard things like too high degree contacts will be very uncomfortable. So with my 900+ degree... its by per eye hor, I believed that I can't wear contacts. Till I read lydia's blog. Lolz... with 1000+ degree she's wearing contacts so... I still got chance lolz.

But hor... I must first overcome my fear for wearing contacts. =S My forbia is so great that I can't stand looking at people putting on and taking off their contacts lens. Esp. last time Elaine always call me help her whole her phone(which is used as a mirror) while she take off her contacts... goosebumps. =X So even there's contacts lens for me... I wonder how much courage will it take me to go get one. And of coz how much time do I have to put on and take off each day... lolz.

Get back my safari accessories from Jenny today... honored lor. She sick still come all the way to amk to pass me my things. =X Feels abit evil as well though. =S Then go visit Candy. Lolz stone there awhile with her. So slack de =P Then the promoters there also know I Candy friend le... -._ lolz. Going home that time suddenly someone screamed "Hong Jin!" lolz really scream lor Jin =P yup Jin kena con by ahma to go amk. Lolz actually is ahma predicted that I'll be there and send Jin there to accompany me home lar.

Haha talking nonsense le lar. BB =)

aiyo... 2007 like not a very good year sia... =X First mom had a minor op. Hopefully next check up will be alright... then uncle (father side) had a minor accident... fractured few ribs yesterday heard news of granduncle(father side) can't really make it le... then tonight grandfather (mother side) met with an accident on top of that he's dignose with cancer one of the last few stages le so situation quite bad now.

Haiz hope everything goes well soon... And let 2007 become better eventually... =)

firstly... Happy Bday to Jinhe and Qiujin! =)

Life is still bad with no job... mom nagging at me for that as usual then there's still friends with $ and I dun have... sad lor. But =S Tomorrow going for a one day job. Lolz. Thanks to Candy =) better than nothing... me despo le... Jobs! Haiz.

Other than that... Been going back for SJ. MIA for so long le... slowly getting involve again. Other than the headache caa and bfs... its been good. Though sometimes do saikang... sometimes zuobo(do nothing)... lolz but well... i'm glad sj is here to keep us in contact. =)

Hmm... its been a long time since I go for any S45 outing... lolz actually only a few weeks... and since chong and kel go in army on 12 there's only been one outing... night cycling. Had a bad headache that day due to lack of sleep the last few days due to caa... so didn't go.. ps them especially kim... cause her to be the only gal tt day. =S Felt bad... =X Hope to see them soon... think will plan a sentosa trip... lolz go take the train in. Afterall its one of our fav place. =)

That's my life in short... boring hor =X lolz

My last post is last year thing. This year nothing much guys getting into army. Less class outing I suppose 2 of them who often come for class outing went in yesterday. Last outing was yesterday... @ settlers. Lolz within this 2 weeks of 2007, we've been to mind cafe about 4 to 5 times then once to settlers. Erm settlers is the same thing as minds cafe... a bit more games though. Both great places. Very addicted to games these days.

Job... headache. Yet to find one... but hoping everything goes well on mon... Room still in a mess.
Life... up and down. See mood lor. And people's mood eg. dad just now came back with such a piss off mood. Wad the heck lar.

Anyway... just an update... can't access blogger on my com these days. Nan de bring my laptop oer to connect to internet so just type an entry... =)

Oh ya... heard that A level will be coming much earlier than expected... there's even chances of it coming out before CNY... oH well... pray hard it doesn't.