Today so many events in such a short time... i'll say its a enjoyable fun day. POC... AGM... Promotion... G5... ended off with Sakae! oh and helping Candy to spray her hair =P
I'm glad there's these people around me with fun and laughter... though at times there's conflict... there's sides to take... my stand, stay nuetral... and enjoy. Life's all about enjoyment isn't it? Haha perhaps its just me.
To me now life's good except that I've no job no $. I don't know what life will become in 1 months time when results might be out. Argh horrible thoughts =X lolz.
Last time someone said "Aquarius are possessive people" I disagree and asked if she think I'm possessive. She think for a moment and said yes. I've been thinking since then how am I possessive? In what ways or on what occassions? I also dunno when I realise the answer. But well eventually I found out I'm very possessive on somethings.
I'm very very possessive of my memories. Erm memories doesn't seems to be the best word but with my limited vocab can't find any more appropriate word lar. My possessiveness is diffrent from others bah... I don't really keep my memories to myself. But its like I'll sometimes try to make others guilty if they're suppose to be part of it but choose not to. Or when others move on and no longer seems to remember the memories... I'll feel abit sad even feel a bit agitated. Lolz I know that's silly and childish lar... just that the thought will flash in my mind for a few seconds when I feel that things had change. Then after that I'll feel that I'm evil to have such thoughts. Everyone has their own life, I've no right to feel this way lor. And as I always like to say "The only thing that is constant is change". Haha perhaps its one of my fav. quotes coz I've yet to completely enforce it in my thinkings bah. =) Hmm... feel like I'm a patient being analyse by a psychologist on my thinking. And on the other hand I'm the pyschologist who's analysing the patient.
Haha crazy le lar. 1am plus le... yesterday slept at about 3am wake up at 7am now mind crazy crazy le lar =P Nitez people =)
