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Friday, February 02, 2007
~ 9:19 PM ~
Smilez! =)

I'm so amaze by myself. Actually I felt horrible. I felt like my world had collapsed. Yet I can smile I can joke. I still can chat to others online as if I'm the happiest person on earth. What's more is that I'm even able to convince myself actually things are not that bad then I'll throw it to the back of my mind and continue living... But deep in my heart I still know the truth...

Tears no longer flow. I want to cry also have to force it out. Someone said "Tears are the safety vale of the heart" My safety vale had spoilt. No more safety vale, I never know when I'll broke down and go crazy as well.

Forgive me if you caught my mind wandering off, don't blame me if I talk as if I don't really care. Its just that I'm too affected by somethings and I could no longer act anymore for that day and need to replenish my energy again.
Bless me.

Smile! You're on candid camera! =D

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