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Friday, March 09, 2007
~ 12:38 AM ~
Can't believe its been one week. Up till now I've not felt anything for it. I've thrown it to the back of my mind and whenever I think of it, my mind becomes blank. Wah... nvm.

I dunno where to go from here... I'll just register as usual... on top of that will be indicating that I'll like to be considered for discretionary admission. But... I think this I think that but in fact I'm not sure if anything will come out of it. My records seems to be so insignificant compared to others who represented state, who represented school at national or even international level and winning something. So... do I still have a chance.

These days I'm no longer thinking (at least I feel so), I'm just going through the days. Wake up work home play sleep. And the cycle continues. Then at times I dream. Daydreaming of future. I won't call it planning for my future cause most of the time in my 'dreams' I assumed the best happened. I'm still afraid to think otherwise.

Perhaps Zoe and Wenjie are right... I'm not that ok bah... The 2 of them actually ask me 'Are you Ok?' today and yesterday haha. Of course I'm ok... ain't I? I'm not even sad about my result. What can be wrong man... I dunno....

Hope to go back to chiangmai soon... plans on the way...

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