anyway... just surfing the web when I came to IJC site and linked to Iproject's blog. Iproject is 06 version of M45. Their reflections were enough to bring back my memories. From Mr Yip's reflection, get to know that 06 batch is a much more committed group than ours. No comments coz I agree that for some M45 is just a trip to have fun. But I also know that there's a majority of us where M45 matters lots.
Being the emo nostalgic one, reading the blog stir up lots of my emotions. I tried, I failed to plan a trip back. I think I want to try again. The guys are in NS now, its going to be hard. But I made a promise to myself to go back, I don't want to give up just like that. Situation in Thai is quite bad these days making it harder for us to go back. But the bad situation just make me wonder... is the village still all right? Will grandma and mu move to the city to be safer? Has Sampikoon (right bottom pic) grow taller? more cheeky? 33 and gang (pic on the top left)? I want to bring the postcards, the photos to them...
To some we might just be M45. To me, M45 is a big part of me. 1 yr plus, yet it seems like 1 week plus. When somedays seems so horrible, when hope seems to disappear, I remember the hills, the stars, the school, the kids, the convienient stall where I can find grandma and mu, Sampikoon and her cheeky smile, I smiled. I see that hope still exists, its just waiting for us to see it. To change it to reality.
I've been thinking of changing my blogskin for quite sometimes, now I think i'll still cont with it for few more months coz I'm still walking down the memory lane. =)
