Tomorrow...erm today, is Innova's 1st College day. Doubt I'll be going back afterall. Only mommy said ok. Then Kim's going with her friends I think. So well don't think Elaine will be interested after knowing the attendance. Though I really feel like going back. I need the feel. If you get what I mean. I miss the spirit of a school.
I miss schooling. A wistful wish of mine - I want to turn back time. I'll still enjoy life as much. Going out for dinner lunch with S45, bowling movies stoning wadever. Have a crazy college life of having 3 CCAs, shooting co sj. Cont' my mugging habits at my mugging hideout at WRL. Only thing that will change is - I won't heck care so much about those homework, those tutorials, those lectures. Would actually put in max effort from the start and not only during exams and last few mths of 'A's. Won't fall onto my bed and never wake up till the next morning the first moment I step into my bedroom. Will be a good girl going to consult Ms Lee and Ms Tan when they told me to.
But too bad. I can't turn back time.
Do silly searches on blogger search engines. Stumble upon memories in blogs of pple, some whom I can match a name to their face and nothing else, some whom I didn't even heard before, yet their entries brought memories to my mind. Few eg. bah... "We sang the school song after the event. Not the usual way we sing every week. This time its filled with school spirit and I Love it!" - well I seriously have no memories of the school song though pple said they sang it on the grad day. hmmm...
"I feel that their results are indirectly hinged to me and how I taught and advised them over the past two years...not even my civics class but all students who had some contact with me in some way..either through ODAC, OCIP, and even POP..... I really hope Innovians will have a good day tomorrow...not because my job may be on the line...not because of the reputation of the school. and definitely not for getting the numbers and the statistics...but very simply for one reason... They are all my students and I love all of them like my own children... " - From Mr Sim, one of M45 'cher and of coz it brings M45 memories but mostly it brought back the night before A's result. I restless. Carried the laptop and using it while watching disc I borrowed from library well refer to that entry in Mar for more info. And right now these days the feelings are similar to that night.
" I am actually glad that IJ had such school spirit that they came up with a petition to allow the J2s to watch the bball finals and J1s watch the college day." - lolz innova's 'petitions' well some work some don't but well at least we got the chance to 'protest' - give our opinions.
A div bball final is on tomorrow as well. And Innova bball guys got in up there. Going to play against HCI tomorrow. Woot. Last yr think they're top 8. Its gonna be a tough fight. HCI have not lost a single match yet and the last time IJ vs HC we lost quite badly. (lolz all info from redsports.sg) But like many comments said(yes from redsports.sg again -_-)"For a 3 yr JC. Its already great to get to finals. IJ have nothing to lose but to gain experience and enjoy. However HC have a reputation to keep to." Haha who knows miracles actually happens. Come think of it MJC has also reach the top of A division Soccer in 3 yrs. Hmm... Well actually I quite er.. dun even know the players lar. Well I know the teacher in charge though -_- lolz. Just that given the fact its bball makes me more interested. =P Love the actions of bball... and miss it. Of coz IJ being in it just make it more exciting. I feel that for any sports, if its personal to one in certain ways it increase the excitment. Excitment not = to enjoyment though. Matches are enjoyable when the games are great and of coz when whoever is watching it is interested lar.
Lolz I'm getting nonsensical... well tomorrow gotta see how... hope to go back though. =)
Superman I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive I’m just out to find The better part of me
I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane More than some pretty face beside a train It’s not easy to be me
Wish that I could cry Fall upon my knees Find a way to lie About a home I’ll never see
It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive Even heroes have the right to bleed I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede Even heroes have the right to dream It’s not easy to be me
Up, up and away...away from me It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight I’m not crazy...or anything...
I can’t stand to fly I’m not that naive Men weren’t meant to ride With clouds between their knees
I’m only a man in a silly red sheet Digging for kryptonite on this one way street Only a man in a funny red sheet Looking for special things inside of me Inside of me Inside me Yeah, inside me Inside of me
I’m only a man In a funny red sheet I’m only a man Looking for a dream
I’m only a man In a funny red sheet And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...
