Friday, December 21, 2007
~ 11:03 PM ~
21/12/2007. 10 more days or so till its 2008. Truthfully I can't wait for that moment. Cos 2007 is a damn bad year even up till now. I don't feel any "Yay! xmas' coming! Hurray! New Year's here soon!" As I walked along Esplanade today, I saw all the lights set up for the celebrations to come, and I wonder what's the big event? Till I remember... Oh Merry Christmas and Happy New Year.
This time last year, life's so happening. Those meet ups with S45. Hotel celebration for xmas and new year. Together we drank the first toast for 2007. I miss those days...
This year? lolz I shall see...
2007. Things are not good at home. Perhaps its just me. Cons of being too alert, too sensitive to every little things. You learned things that were suppose to be a secret. You cannot share it with others without bearing the consequences. You can only carry the burden of the secret yourself.
Things are not good for myself. This year I live each day as it comes. No aim, No goal, Nothing. I never knew being 'carefree' is so horrible. One words to describe my life this year? "Empty" However I've sharpen my skill of detaching myself from my emotions. Within a min, I'm able to wipe away my tears and smile. From depress to have a normal crappy conversation with someone. lolz. Handy skill ar.
But no matter how sucky it is, I'm still very thankful for one thing. My friends. Start of the year all the almost meet up 1 week 3 times group of S45 peeps, b4 the guys get into ns and lost contact. Darl darl and candy for all the shopping spree be4 their uni start. As I recall back the months of this year now, all those months before June seems to be so long ago. I even had to pause to re-confirm that 'yes' all this things happen in 2007. After June most guys are busy with their NS and the ladies with Uni.
So I'm actually quite glad to have ncoc to keep me busy in nov and dec... Very fortunate to know a group of very crappy temp staffs at work... uncle Jon, Ann, '16 yrs old waiting for NS, waiting for A lvl results TJ guy' Guo An to make every working day a happier day. Though now only me and Guan left(well not as close with the rest of the temps.. esp those new ones), and the 4 of us most prob won't meet together again. Thanks for those crappy days... =) and of course for friends who still can crap, accompany me this very free person this later part of the year now and then despite busy lifestyle, appreciate lots. You all might never know it, but you've play an important part in making life more bearable.
Lolz sound starting to turn abit =S haha 2007 coming to an end... well who knows what will happen in future, so at least I've thank everyone who matters and leave no major regrets.
Cannot make it liao can't understand what I'm typing already maybe edit tomorrow after my sleep. Well Nights peeps! =)
