These days its just chionging and chionging. I've lost track of when's day, when's night. Average hours of sleep these days is 4hrs. Feel that I'm forever sleep deprived these days. But if I don't go all out one more time, I won't be able to forgive myself in future...

But thank god, I've been meeting kind souls all these months. This group of temp staff though not very close to all of them, they never fail to bring laughter where ever they go. Senseless crapping with them is good enough.

Then the perm staffs consist of enough crappers to talk nonsense with me... Cindy, Huihui, Wendy etc... Haha sounds as if with pple to crap with me I'll be ok. Well.. won't be totally ok... but at least it won't be so gloomy.


Can't force my eyes open anymore... think better go recharge and cont' fighting tml...

Oh ya. Uni peeps out there mug hard! Can't wait for ur exams to end as well for all the outings, gatherings to be happen! =) Jiayou!!!!!

So lost these days. Just going through daily processes.

Pray. Hope. Wish. there's just so much I can do.

Hate it when people we care for is not feeling good... be it stress, irritated, fustrated or just sad... at friends, family, colleagues. Not good with words, don't know how to say comforting stuff. Totally lost when tears fall. Only know how to remain by their side and hope that they know I care and will be there for them.

Random random....

March is not a good month but please don't end so fast. There's just so much to do.... which is still undone. haiz

Hihi... still swallowing pills. Horrible. I just can't get them down my throat =X The thought of taking pills is enough to keep me away from all the stuff I'm not suppose to eat.

Perhaps being sick makes one looks at things more negatively. And of course, I think too much as usual.

That day my dear brother actually said something that set me thinking. haha. But few minutes later he admitted that he just quote from some artiste.

So on Monday I'm so horrible terrible sick that I didn't go for driving lesson at night and its like peak hour which is $80+++ I can spent it in a much better way! Well then my bro said "活不带来，死不带去。天是棺材盖，地是棺材板，喜怒哀乐都在棺材里。" then he gave me the very zhuai look, then ask me "pro right" then of course I said NO! cos it should be "生不带来，死不带去 not 活不带来，死不带去!" then at that time I felt that the 2nd part is kinda lame. But after some thoughts, it becomes more and more interesting...

At the start I felt that its a pessimistic view on life. You had already set it in yourself that we live to die... in a way. But then think again, it can be an optimistic view as well... cos life is just like a process and since everyone is meant to be gone someday, we should not be so bothered by those stuff that makes us sad, and live life happily! =) Well there's 2 side to everything, its just how we view it.

I think 对人, 就"记得他的好,忘了他的不好" you might not lead a wonderful like by just doing it, but at least you won't made others life horrible. For me, yes I felt I'll have a better life with it. 帮人，能帮就尽力地帮, it might not be the best but you've tried. Others might not be satisfied, maybe in the end you might even kena scolded for no good reason but so？ I did my best. But if you know that really cannot then well state your limits. And most important help if only it does others no harm don't others say... Chiong ar! then you Chiong ar...

one meaningful quote... "人生应该就像一根蜡烛，从顶到底都是光明的"haha something like that lar can't really recall.

nite =)

I think I've messed up my body immune system. Keep falling sick these days after I've assume that I've recovered. Come Sunday my fever always seems to be coming back. Sometimes accompanied by horrible sore throat like today.

Well... think I gotta accept that I'm getting old and can no longer take medicine as and when I like, refuse to take antibiotic or didn't finish it, eat wadever food I want when I'm sick, and will still recover after 1-2 days.

so... I'm going to be a good girl and take my medicine and the hardest will be keeping away from all the heaty food and stuff that I'm not suppose to take.