Hihi... still swallowing pills. Horrible. I just can't get them down my throat =X The thought of taking pills is enough to keep me away from all the stuff I'm not suppose to eat.
Perhaps being sick makes one looks at things more negatively. And of course, I think too much as usual.
That day my dear brother actually said something that set me thinking. haha. But few minutes later he admitted that he just quote from some artiste.
So on Monday I'm so horrible terrible sick that I didn't go for driving lesson at night and its like peak hour which is $80+++ I can spent it in a much better way! Well then my bro said "活不带来，死不带去。天是棺材盖，地是棺材板，喜怒哀乐都在棺材里。" then he gave me the very zhuai look, then ask me "pro right" then of course I said NO! cos it should be "生不带来，死不带去 not 活不带来，死不带去!" then at that time I felt that the 2nd part is kinda lame. But after some thoughts, it becomes more and more interesting...
At the start I felt that its a pessimistic view on life. You had already set it in yourself that we live to die... in a way. But then think again, it can be an optimistic view as well... cos life is just like a process and since everyone is meant to be gone someday, we should not be so bothered by those stuff that makes us sad, and live life happily! =) Well there's 2 side to everything, its just how we view it.
I think 对人, 就"记得他的好,忘了他的不好" you might not lead a wonderful like by just doing it, but at least you won't made others life horrible. For me, yes I felt I'll have a better life with it. 帮人，能帮就尽力地帮, it might not be the best but you've tried. Others might not be satisfied, maybe in the end you might even kena scolded for no good reason but so？ I did my best. But if you know that really cannot then well state your limits. And most important help if only it does others no harm don't others say... Chiong ar! then you Chiong ar...
one meaningful quote... "人生应该就像一根蜡烛，从顶到底都是光明的"haha something like that lar can't really recall.
