In many aspects in life I'm lagging behind, however I'm afraid I'm being to far ahead in one aspect that I hope to stay in par with others.
Yet fates work in their own set of rules and theory. I just hope no matter far back or far ahead, till the end of the journey, I can touch my own heart and say "Given the chance to go back in time, I'll most probably live it the same way again" Perhaps I'll try to improve some areas, clear some misunderstanding, prevent some regrets, but if any of the above will change a significant part of my life, I think I won't take it. Afterall the first always have its own special significance.