Just hitch a ride back from aunty tan after watching 'Pom! Pom! Pom!' (fireworks). Thanks Aunty!

Even though I've just watch some spectacular fireworks on National day =) I have the urge to watch this firework fest. the last few days... In a very bad state mentally and physically this week. I just felt that... I need some fireworks! haha. I remember the feeling when I after watching it on new year's eve... "perhaps 2007 troubles blow up and disappear with those fireworks. Perhaps the bright, colourful, beautiful fireworks enlightened me in a way. Haha I don't know. But as it ends, I felt different, in a better mood, with new hopes and dreams to embrace 2008." - New year's eve post.

After turning in circles in the carpark, went out and fortunately found a good slot with good view. POM! Didn't really get the impact I have on new year eve. Prob cos in 1 Jan 08 my worries then are mostly internal emo. but right now is really facts, deadlines staring straight at me. However it still lighten up my mood and remove some horrible feelings... =)

A last miniute deadline on Mon for biz com. OB grp project... grp mates dun want push back for just a day.... darn chiong. Dunno how am I going to do it lar...

Once again... watsed some times looking through old blog entries.... bleah I really darn miss shooting days! I want to shoot!!!

lalala... random random...

That day when someone mentioned 6 Sept in sch for the bash... It just ring at the back of my mind that the date seems very very familiar. Till yesterday saw the video QQ send in facebook, the bell starts ringing again...think think think...

Think for the whole night can't remember, just before I off my com I saw an email and remember. Haha Zone Presentation. Aiyo... dunno how haha. See how bah...

It hits me today... the real transition period has truly started. A bad Monday blues for this week.

若时辰已过，还在此地， 我或许会崩溃。

These days the shooting guys suddenly talked about going back to CDANS to shoot. Hope and pray it eventually takes place and continues long term... I miss shooting~ =)

Hey! weird, somehow I've forgotten how to blog. haha let's just have some updates.

School... Bad? Well can laugh laugh smile smile and talk but somehow I rather zi bi sometimes. Yet to adapt to their style and culture. As usual... I need lots of time. First test tonight was horrible. =X and everyone is saying that its damn easy. Oh well, think I'm gonna fail =S Dead.

Must really constantly remind myself... 1 year... 1 year! that's my motivation this year. And hopefully next year my dream come true... its a last chance for now at least. If not... I'll see how things go bah. Haha but truthfully speaking, its hard, but i just hope for miracles to happen. But in the meantime if I don't buck up and be serious in my work... it will never ever happens lar! =X

These days the Olympics spirit's is in the air. haha. The increase number of telecast in Channel 5 and starhub cable helps I guess. They should have it like long time ago. Think this move is after Singapore won the bid for youth Olympics so they're trying to rally the nations interest in sports. Well better late than never =D Get to see lots of 'colder' sports that normally don't get telecast (at least I don't know about it) eg. Archery, Judo, and I've even seen the 10m Air Pistol (argh ok I only manage to catch the prize giving ceremony... =( didn't turn on the tv when its being telecast... sad lar) It just make me wanna do sports again. Make me miss shooting lots lots once more. Haiz. 1 year 1 year if my dream come true...

and... Yesterday was a good day... 130808 =D Aunty Candy's p-plate can be passed on already and xt is suppose to buy it for me as a passing gift as well =P Haha but then... I've no place to put it yet. Anyone wants to sponsor me? =P anyway... Darl jiayou wor! good luck!