wahhhhh... tonight i'm suppose to be studying econs... instead I studied History... My History...
Tonight is a nostalgic night... and its Crappers History Night... haha. not sure why but just happened to count that next yr... it will be the 10th year... hmmm then i just start thinking bout the past and start reading old blog entries... let me share some ya... lolz
"our yr performance..... well is damn lame.... it should be the ye hai zi script but coz qinqi not there then never practice so we change to sing a song then in the end we sing SHE - Always on my mind then wif some crazy actions... it is quite pathe but we haf fun thinking of the actions also...."
this is the one tt really makes me Omg! totally forget bout it till I read it.... surprisingly i still can remember both the original version and the yue liang dai biao wo de xin version... haha
"Together always we must fight Together we must win Always together side by side Strive for happiness Shine within our hearts Hope for all mankind Tommorrow's golden dream Always higher than the sky HIGHER THAN THE SKY"
and this blog entry was blogged in Jan 2004... with this "yi zhuan yan... 2 yrs le.. cannot belive it sia still remember first learn the song behind art room... and PASSiON!!!! lolz remeber Jun feng there calling for passion... remember? lolz then we still haf the yue liang dai biao wo de xin version of the song... haiz tt time yr 2... innoccent us.. though haf to stay back and all tt.... we really haf fun... all working towards the cheer com"
its like... yi zhuan yan.... 8 yrs already!
read through some tt actually totally forgotten previously le... but after reading... those memories flow back... and went to a site which i wonder if anyone still remember lolz. though I'm quite amaze that there's actually pple there in 2008.... lets see if anyone appears there in 2009... haha. Actually I also wonder that other than the usual =) who's popping by now and then.... say 'hi' k =P
10 years... we shall try and get everyone together ya... =) 10 yrs... of friendship... ye you xie feng feng yu yu... fen fen he he but somehow fates work some miracles... and many of us still keep in close contact... maybe not with all but somehow still interlink... =) haha maybe other than aaron bah... mia? lol.
haha this one not crappers.. bout sj... " Ok... now then really say POP over... Mdm Xuanting help Azooka put on our sergent rank... gif out our cert. and put on our Advance Badge.. then AB mdm kelly not there then sir youliang help them put on their rank... lolz though veri zhuai tt sir help them put but Mdm help us put as our grp instructor is juz as good..." never ever thought then that I'll actually sit together with the above mentioned to play mj together! lolz and Mdm Xuanting! haha removed the mdm... become SW... XT... lol *touch touch* best friend?! haha
I'm thankful to be bless to have angels by my side in my life... afterall "Friends are the angels that god send us in disguise" lolz though some angels got horns on their heads... hor devils? lolz
Thursday, March 19, 2009
~ 1:39 AM ~
haiz.... been wanting to blog since hmm... haha but really really hectic these days.... everyday is so horribly tired... everyday i hope just to hide under my blanket and knock myself unconcious... cannot just sleep lar... pple will niam tt i'm irresponsible too... at least when I'm unconcious got excuse mah... aiyo emo lar...
lol though by right I'm suppose to be Happy... SASAH... =)
last weekend was like a long long dream... and only woke up on monday. but well at least I've woke up... and bu zhi bu jue its already like 4 days ago... wah... time has already slowly slowly blurring the details... though I'll like it to never ever happen.... but it did... and since it did, I want to remember it... remember it to the smallest detail. Even a nightmare, you'll learn somethings... hmm... in a way it showed me that I do still matter somehow... perhaps not the most impt... but at leaset not the redundant one... I always have a silly thought... one day if I just disappear... will anyone realise I'm missing? how long will they realise? Tonight I've thought of it once again... I think no one will realise for a day or 2.... my parents will just assume that I'm studying out late... sch peeps will just thought I'm skipping school again... and well.... the rest... they have others more important... most prob i'll only be found when I'm needed bah....
haha silly thought but... ya it always comes to me...
wanted to type the long long story before everythings starts to get blurrer and blurrer... open the doc and was multi tasking so many things... don't think i'll progress tonight -_- haha. A story for myself to remember... perhaps for another aunty to look through and know... and for another aunty to learn...
Nothing in life is as important as SASAH though....
p.s. this whole post is like capalang everything here and there abit lolz
Monday, March 09, 2009
~ 2:31 AM ~
I've prayed that such nights do not repeat itself... but somehow god have a different plan... I can only pray harder that enlightenment will come soon... things to be work out...
Life is never easy... Singapore is often one of the most stressful place to live in in the world...
In this past week, shocking cases happened in NTU, NUS... suicide, heart attacks etc.... Its hard to imagine fellow students to take such actions... Have life reached that extent that its no longer worth living? Friends? Family? Love ones? Past happy memories.... don't they matter anymore?
I don't deny... such thoughts being present in one mind is not uncommon in a Stressful society like Sin... but to carry out such thoughts... hmm... I don't really understand.
Learned from aunty these days... that don't need to die de lar... "Just hide into the blanket, and sleep till everything is over..." =)
Through the years, I think one of the most important thing I've learned is that many things are just not within our control.... must as well use the 'worrying', 'hatred' energy elsewhere.... the only thing we can do is to take things in stride...
I hoped my friends are all blessed with the knowledge... =)
