haiz.... been wanting to blog since hmm... haha but really really hectic these days.... everyday is so horribly tired... everyday i hope just to hide under my blanket and knock myself unconcious... cannot just sleep lar... pple will niam tt i'm irresponsible too... at least when I'm unconcious got excuse mah... aiyo emo lar...
lol though by right I'm suppose to be Happy... SASAH... =)
last weekend was like a long long dream... and only woke up on monday. but well at least I've woke up... and bu zhi bu jue its already like 4 days ago... wah... time has already slowly slowly blurring the details... though I'll like it to never ever happen.... but it did... and since it did, I want to remember it... remember it to the smallest detail. Even a nightmare, you'll learn somethings... hmm... in a way it showed me that I do still matter somehow... perhaps not the most impt... but at leaset not the redundant one... I always have a silly thought... one day if I just disappear... will anyone realise I'm missing? how long will they realise? Tonight I've thought of it once again... I think no one will realise for a day or 2.... my parents will just assume that I'm studying out late... sch peeps will just thought I'm skipping school again... and well.... the rest... they have others more important... most prob i'll only be found when I'm needed bah....
haha silly thought but... ya it always comes to me...
wanted to type the long long story before everythings starts to get blurrer and blurrer... open the doc and was multi tasking so many things... don't think i'll progress tonight -_- haha. A story for myself to remember... perhaps for another aunty to look through and know... and for another aunty to learn...
Nothing in life is as important as SASAH though....
p.s. this whole post is like capalang everything here and there abit lolz
