
Name: Hong
Date: 8/31/2009
You are seeking affectionate relationships, offering fulfilment and happiness. You are capable of powerful emotional enthusiasm. Deep down, you are a kind loving person, always helpful and willing to adapt yourself if necessary to realise the bond of affection that you desire. (yes...) But you need the same consideration and understanding from others (now and then... but I'll brush it off... its just my ego, it doesn't matters, it shouldn't... coz read the last line... I'm already learning ba. =) ) and it is this need that will sometimes hold you back... so let go, trust and you may pleasantly surprised at what happens. (I guess I knew something like this deep in my heart... that's where my self assurance, self psychoing trust and believe comes in bah...)
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image. You need for those people in positions that matter to recognise your potential and to acknowledge you. (hmm... not sure... perhaps... I need some focus in life bah.)
At times all of us would like to be like the ostrich - to be able to bury our heads in the sand and let the rest of the world go by, but unfortunately you can't do just that - you have to face up to reality. A little peace and quiet would be most acceptable at this time but if only one could turn a blind eye to the problems of the day! Tomorrow is another day and who knows, it could be 'today' (not tomorrow) that could be the first day of the rest of your life! (wow! how does it noes that I love to hide under my blanket and run away... haha... 我承认自己是个讨厌面对现实的人,但我不会逃避该有的责任)
You are an emotional, sincere and impressionable individual experiencing frustration and unnecessary stress. (the ups and downs in 2009... life without focus... yes...)You vehemently resist any form of pressure from outside sources, insisting on your independence as an individual. You want to be a decision maker (note its "want to be.".. haha coz I am not able to be... tt's y i'm still lost) - to make up your own mind without interference. You wish to be able to draw your own conclusions and arrive at your own decisions. You're a perfectionist and even though you may feel that the other person's point of view may be right, you find it difficult to admit that you could be wrong. (haha... I don't really need to admit coz they'll shoot me once I'm wrong... its not too hard to say ar nah ar nah... lol. But well... aren't there times I'm right too... bleah)
You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship. (do i have it yet?)