Monday, September 21, 2009
~ 4:42 AM ~
Half of me is dead. with my hard disk and everything.... and i mean EVERYTHING i have inside. till god give me the chance to revive it. will all the almighty(s) up there be kind to me...
Alive with only quarter of my heart. another quarter seems to be killed by others, random things. I dunno... will it be healed...
很累了
seriously dunno wad's happening. as things get worse i sometimes wonder wad keep me going? pull me up when i fall... Let me smile when i want to cry...
issit the advice sasath tt i once gave.... becoming something to push myself going? i said it therefore i must be able to do it mentality? dunno.
proj due on thurs. i dunno how am i pulling myself together to ensure i get my D/HD for it.
最近有着好恐怖的念头, 好久没出现的歪念。 真的好怕那一天我真得无法控制, 希望不会有这一天。