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Thursday, December 17, 2009
~ 1:07 AM ~
Days passed... things come and go...

Not easy the past few days... and somehow i see a tougher road ahead... I see walls building up all around me...
how I hope to knock down most of them to climb over and ask "wad's wrong?", "are you ok?"
But i noe... these walls are built to keep me out... everyone should have their own privacy... their own thoughts... their own opinions... I'll wait till they build a door and invite me in...

I'm not sure if I'm also building around a wall around myself... but i feel myself walking further and further away... coz sometimes being near brings unhappiness to those around... brings sadness to myself... better move myself away before being shoo off...

if i've build a wall... i think wad's inside... well there will be nothing inside... just me alone... hoping to reach out... calling for help... if i'm really trapped in... I hope i'll learn how to build a door soon... to get out...

will trust and believe really make everything right?
but i noe things happen for a reason... and i choose to believe that god brings us thus far, he won't leave us alone... its just a passing phase to make us stronger than before...

i miss those days...

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