Wednesday, December 30, 2009
~ 1:19 AM ~
i'm going to live with it... yes its hard but 每个人都该有复原的能力...
I'll respect... if tt's her choice of sasath... sasath is the wish that i've for all my dear ones... and for myself...
like i said when i first came up with S.A.S.A.H... if you have these where ever you are, I'll be glad knowing that you're alright... and happy...
suddenly these just come to me... my videographic memory seems to rewind itself to =X
tt night we said... we'll wait no matter how long she will be gone to learn..., she'll write to us... we'll try to complete the things in the 16 smses together...
like candy said..."can only hold on to those who wants to stay"
till they want to stay and cont' journeying together again...
one day, if we're meant to be like before... we'll be...
sch starts... i noe aunty will slowly disappear again... it will be tough going through the 4th sem alone... but i noe i'll be able to do it...
till the day they'll pull my left and right hand, and we ran towards the finishing line together once again...
perhaps i tried too hard, perhaps i've pushed too much... perhaps its just everything that i do that sux... i dunno... i just want to say sorry my friends if i really did... it doesn't meant to cause stress... it doesn't meant to cause unhappiness... just hoping to keep us together... perhaps this is wad is called 弄巧反作ba... i'll try to be good... no more trying to unify... no more pushing... i'll just see how things go... i still want to trust and believe though i no longer see the road ahead...
