Sunday, December 27, 2009
~ 3:12 AM ~
this long weekend is messing up my body clock =X lucky... 2 more weeks till end of work... still can P through it with insufficient sleep =X
received the stuff to make xmas presents... yup it arrived late... but i can't figure out how to get the things out =X also dunno will it turns out nice =X if not... hmm... haha i'll see how bah...
tml is going to be another zuo bo day. hate wasting my days like this... where's our happening hols! i've not enjoyed... and its the last hols that aunty is having... 好想无所事事地逛街... but well i'm not one who will go shopping alone =S weird... lol. unless i got some purpose in mind...
just by seeing my blog posts can determine how bo liao i am =X i think wad i've blogged the last few days is more than my entries for the previous months in 2009... haha... erm ya though i'm templates yet to be completed =/
oh and previous posts i'm talking bout tt day... tt day i saw jas. Jas, my primary school best friend... she's just like my sis... just like with them. We can easily sit and talk hours of stuff... everything under the sun. We often lie down on the slide at the playground at night after tuition at aunty mary. Then we'll just talk... sometimes we dunno how to bring somethings across... and we'll just say..."ai u noe lar" then the other one will say "ya la"... I remembered we once said, "When we get older, we go to the beach, the nature somewhere dark, and just lie down to look at the stars"... we both love the stars...
As we get into diff sec sch... we drift apart... well... in class gatherings we still hang out in the same clique but tt's all.. hey no... we keep in contact all the way till sec 2... coz we're still going to aunty mary for tuition! haha... i miss aunty mary too... amazingly fate brings us together again in JC... same OG, just like old time we 2, with ronghui and yvonne become a clique... but well... tt doesn't last too... just 3 mths...
well fast fwd... think last mth... at the train station, jas came up and well think she had to walk pass me, can't ignore so she said hi... its an awkward conversation... empty silence when in the past, silence was not a problem... actually its not the first time we met each other in the station... just that most of the time we just smiled and the train came so we rushed off in different ways... tt day... the train was yet to come... so ya...
I can't help but feel sad... we're once such good friends... when we can threaten each other with secrets... lol.. those days... when we were so young... oh and those catching played in the library lol. they're all just memories now...
Then we're young... didn't really put in the effort to keep the friendship going... even when we get back together in JC... its not like before anymore..
Now, we're no longer young. I hold things close... won't let feeling each others presence become an awkward silence... won't let the staying up late at nights, sleeping late into the mornings, talking bout everything... become just memories... I'll try at least...
不想让我们像是陌生人擦肩而过...
