Thursday, December 31, 2009
~ 1:02 AM ~
Today is a better day... after making peace with myself...
let's just let wad's meant to be to be...
just let myself be involve with the other temps for all the crap talk... lol
but its quite sad that this is how we communicate now... need to think it through, need to wonder if the words are wad it seems to be... or there's deeper things in between...
ai... aunty... i think its me lar... not you. 其实been feeling it for sometimes lar... though i noe aunty felt it sometimes... but i think those at the side will have a clearer view... but to me, i accept it la.
there's always those in your life whom you will forgive and trust them no matter wad... those you know you won't be able to stay angry with them for long... they're often those who can make you smile and also make you cry... they're the one who can call you late at night, early in the morning, anytime and you won't be angry with them... these ppl are just special.
some super random thoughts....
though aunty always "argh! don't care le" or said things eg. "change lar, change lar" that seems she really don't care le... but well i just think of wad made her cry on 280909 lol, i noe she cares too... just see how she's worried bout little stuff tt i'm thinking bout too... we're just same same but different... aren't we all are... "are you ok", "must be fair" is enough to make us tear... lol... if only she noes y she cried... if only she noes mine will be out with just more prompts... lol...
okok enough of no start no end randomness... i need my sleep... going to pengz le... good nitez!
