Saturday, December 26, 2009
~ 3:05 PM ~
with my right hand missing... i think i'm holding too tight to the left... so much so that I think i've been a bugger. sorry...
haiz. y these few days seems to pass so slowly... not that i want to fast fwd and be on new year eve though...
i must remember and learn... SASATH... not only TH... some horrible thoughts been passing through my mind. yes i trust myself not to do any. but... thinking of it is enough to make me cringe. but i noe i won't make my family, those who care go through it...
TH... i will try if i really have to one day... for now i still trust and believe... not yet letting go... haha yaya i'm stubborn la...
i want an eraser, duster, liquid paper to erase and remove wadever that is drawn...