Tuesday, January 19, 2010
~ 2:42 PM ~
hmm.. yest was doing zhsj blog's template.. playing with the new coding which i've yet to really figure out =S
was trying the layout on my old blog.. ended up reading those old entries written in '05, '06. just before i moved over to here. old memories... so into it that I dug out my diary from late 04 to early '07 and start reading lol. read back.. somethings then was hmm.. haha. silly. somethings nv changed.. and some.. things changed so much that I wonder.. how we end up in the current situation..
Read bout how we're thinking whether to go for OTC, going back to ZHSJ for the first camp after we grad, how we went for our first zone event, then our first NCOC, how we view the officers then, the feeling of z5 then.. Perspective of a cadet and eventually a junior officer.. Those things that read will bring smiles and joy..
Time has changed.. Things change.. pple change.. perspective change..
Part of me still hope that one day these feeling of happiness of working together, playing together will be back..
but well... its not tt easy.. we gotta wait for evolution lol. and perhaps then the feeling might no longer mean anything le..
But nevertheless.. I'm glad that I'm being pulled to join SJ in sec 1.. life.. just won't be the same.. I won't noe if it will be better or for worse.. but I won't trade the memories, friends, experiences I had.. imagine not knowing Crappers - Mazi, jin, toot, chiew, darl darl, qq and Aunty? and later on getting to know sw?
I guess I'll still choose the same path even if I noe wad it might end up to be.. =)
Of course inside '04 to '07 there's the new life in JC... S14, S45, M45 and of course shooting! hmm... jc life is something that i think.. if i'm given the chance to choose again.. I might end up in poly.. esp. these days when I don't understand why the hell that i'm studying something that I don't like and don't plan to do in future.. haiz. of course JC life there's many good memories too.. but in a way.. they're memories that ends together with jc life.. its not like SJ when it goes on and on that had become part of me.. 1 thing i'll regret if I nv end up in IJ will be shooting i guess... M45 - OCIP trip though its a great memory (and yes I'm still determine to get back there one day).. I think I'll still have went for an OCIP trip if I'm in poly.. lol. its just in me to join something like tt.. lol. then S14, S45.. great peeps that have great memories together.. but I think.. in poly I'll be meeting greep peeps too? lol. but shooting.. I might nv enjoy shooting if not for being in ij.. reading back.. I go to sch to shoot lol...okok I think I'm Seriously talking Nonsense! lol.
lol.. and the thick thick diary ended on 28/1/07 - POC. its an interesting entry... lol. its the first time I helped candy to spray her hair.. and its at my place. (lol now i'm pro le =P) first time longbang cab with sir pt and mdm xt. lol yes i got write "mdm" then lol. think its the last time aaron appeared for sj. lol. our G5 promotion. went to eat sakae.. lol and i mentioned how the whole grp of us wearing the bluple shirt making lots of noise.. pple looking at us weirdly lol. but i always like a group of pple wearing 'uniform'.. sense of belonging bah. lol. tt explain why we always like to discuss wad to wear before some outings/ events haha.
nice entry to end with ya.. when sj is just simply fun. lol. and its like the entry marked the end of that diary.. but also started a new beginning coz we always said.. we started off with sakae.. and sakae started off from then lol.
oops i better get going.. back to zhss again.. i think i'm going back to zhss more often than going to SIM =S