I've said I'll be good.. I did.. after then I kept myself high, always reminding myself to be happy... not so hard when my days are busy... but today.. I'm free, I'm alone.. I'm tired and let my guard down.. the feeling came back and eat me inside out.. I thought I could easily get the feeling out and look happy again.. but I guess its not tt easy.
No doubt I'll bounce back once again. I'm Hong tt's wad i do best. A clown's specialty is to paint a smile isn't it.
I'm just worried bout the coming weekend when I can't think of anything to do... May I be strong.