Wednesday, January 20, 2010
~ 8:38 PM ~
what can one do when what she actually want is to disappear..
how bout taking an axe and hack someone?
scream shout?!
knock her head and blackout? better still... wake up with bad memories gone..
can?
i dunno wad to do..
doing nothing and just lie on the bed didn't help..
just blog.. blog.. and talk to myself..
I'm sorry.. to myself... for not being good again.
promises to oneself is the hardest to keep...