Wednesday, March 03, 2010
~ 2:34 AM ~
still end up home eventually. sian. haix.
*spoiler*
i think i'm going to crap a whole lot of nonsense (similar to the usual ones) in the following paragraph again haha. i think my aunty is coming to find me soon le... keep make my thoughts run around these days... lol.
while eating just now.. read a book... story of 3 boys born on the same day being the best friends. they did a silly ritual, said an oath and swear to always be best friends. then somehow their blood ritual release some evil power that caused weird things to happen every 7 years. lol haven finish the book so dunno where its heading. but well tt's not the main point...
hmm... not tt long ago I've prayed that we'll always be best friends(hmm wow tt's 3 yrs ago)... and i've promised myself that I will do wadever i can to keep us together... haha. I dunno why am i so persistent. perhaps coz 12 Feb is 'the day of the unifier'? lol. though most of the time i think i'm the bugger and sometimes push thing apart than unify them. =X
i guess i need the support from them to get going in life. them to me is much more important than me to them bah. one is always blessed with many many others around her whom she can get support from. the other will always have her guardian to guide and support her. haha. i always feel that... when i'm dead and in heaven, I'll miss them much more than they'll miss me on earth haha.
me... i'm blessed with good friends too.. but just not the same. perhaps its the things that we've went through together, perhaps its the fact that they've pull me through a tough time too.. or just that i'm just a sucker for such bonds. perhaps one day it will fade too... perhaps perhaps haha. i won't know lol.
no matter what they'll always be special to me... even if one day we don't come in 3 anymore... haha yup i'm a sucker for remembering such things, significant ppl... wenbin, jas, aunty mary, crappers and a few more... they each have a place in me. have a video in me that i can rewind and play, that can bring me smiles and tears lol.
but i just hope... we'll always be creating memories together...
"deep in my heart i just know, right from the start we will grow. look where we are, we've come so far, and there's still a long long way to go..."
"quality presence is gold" May we always be rich with these gold.
t.a.b.
argh! i'm suppose to be writing essay and not writing nonsense! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
