日有所思,夜有所梦... had a good dream which eventually ended badly.. and you know, sometimes when we woke up from a nightmare we're relieved that its only a dream? today I woke up, and the first thought was relief.. but it only lasted for a second. cause i realised that its actually happening in reality as well. haiz.
too much time to stone alone yesterday.. time to emo.. haha was just there to ensure everything is ok while they have their home nursing. and the fact its home nursing... hmm. when ended, went down to zone room to take my things, saw others who're there for meeting... awkward. 'Hi', 'Bye'... zao. lol. somehow i got the feeling that we're defeated.. 我们输了... afterall they're the ones who remain together. darn.
Sleeping nuaing day again! haha. not much of such days left.. :(
though things are staring at me to be completed and clear up.. haiz. sian.
think should really go for a check.. seems to be getting bad to worse.. but i'm afraid for the outcome =X
who will i tell, who will be there.. if its really... last time i can tell confidently who they'll be.. now I'm no longer sure..
haha getting very random, jump around the topics, touch and go... well well. Bye for now.