life.. now seems to be so busy with everything, yet so empty with nothing.
what i see and have now, i'm not sure how long more can i rely on it.
what i don't have now, i try not to think about it.
living everyday as it is, treasure what i have now and hope that the next day will be a better day.
with expectations and hopes, disappointments come together with it as a package.
for people, as well as things.. though i always know, but it doesn't help when things occur.
recce for camp today.. just a 12k route and my left feet hurts.. and the fact that we're heading to ECP and walking part of the horror stretch.. just makes me think.
some places just hold some memories that will be hard to replace.. and ecp held so many.
now its 050610, in 6months time, i'll be back in ecp.
haiz.. other than its Fated, i won't know what else to say.
though i'm prepared for such an outcome, but being shown the possibility changes everything again, and it disappears again throws me back to the starting line of trying to be prepared again.
will fate be kind?
this guy's blog's entry (http://enaikay.blogspot.com/2010/06/sundown-ultra-marathon-2010.html) is... haha wow? motivating? lol i'm not sure how to describe but i guess those who went through a long dist. run will feel much for it..
read bout the support of friends.. the horror of a 84km route.=/
I salute this guy who came from malaysia, ran sundown ultra marathon 84km with his friend when he don't even have the registration for it.
he's there to accompany his friend, to show his support, to be there throughout the journey, to pass the finishing line together.
alone I'll never be so crazy to take part in an ultra marathon. As a friend, I might be that crazy guy.. if someday they ever turns crazy and ask. haha though i think i might die before the end... just imagine 2x42! OMG! haha. lol though i believe my friends shouldn't be suicidal to ever challenge an Ultra. =X
live a day at a time.. enjoy every happy moment, forget any unhappiness.
do my best and god will do the rest.
