Waking up is not much of a prob.. didn't really sleep much. Turning around more than being in deep sleep.. shut the alarm before it rang.
Well getting out of bed was the prob as usual. lol. not much for today actually.. been lying in bed quite awhile before alarm rang.. so ya.
Totally forgotten how far is home to school! and how pack the train can be in the morning.. not feeling well.. lack of air, jerky train ride.. no seats.. khatib to clementi seems to take forever. horrible feeling.. nearly gave up and alight at CCK. but told myself.. first day of school, must go. Somehow i psycho and pushed myself to school.. didn't stayed for long though.. left during break. cannot take it.
not feeling well.. not in the mood to talk.
left sch.. afraid to take 74 to amk as the bus ride is long, with a churning stomach and throbbing head.. don't risk it. looking at the overhead bridge.. doesn't seems to be a good option too.. when i'm still debating how.. a bus i seldom take came.. thinking that it will be stopping at a mrt station earlier than amk, i hopped on..
guess fate wants me to board that bus bah.. no it didn't stop at the station that i thought it will.. it goes all the way to interchange and took a longer route than 74 to amk.. but it passes by a place. and i noe why i've board the bus.. but i've realised abit late.. the bus passed that stop. decided then that i'll head back later.
1 year.. and tt place.. coincidence.. or not.
spend sometimes in bishan library.. the quiet and calm environment.. always able to give me some peace when needed. spend alone time again.. drift in and out of lala land now and then :S haha. well.. eventually head back to that place..
but haiz. went a bit too late. its closed. didn't know that it closes so early.. remembered that we've been there quite late in the evening..
Though its closed, i stand outside for a few minutes.. imagine how was it then.. i gave my thanks and hope for guidance..
Back home.. keep having a nagging feeling.. tried pushing it off. telling myself how silly it is.. but at 12+ i gave in.. 让自己心安..
this is a totally senseless entry. head hurts.. haix.
doesn't matter.. nitez
