today, finally dragged myself out of bed for the first morning lesson.
yesterday's panadol though awful.. does help. lol.
but thurs is horrible with 2 consecutive lessons, first lesson was not too bad.. by second lesson, was barely keeping awake.. not that its boring though.. just tt long hours.. haha.
when the lesson starts to get dry or when i'm getting restless.. out of habit will keep taking out the phone to find support to get me through.. talk cock.. 'scream that I want to sleep le!'..
but habits gotta change according to circumstances ya..
but well... guess someone up there heard me and send someone over..
somehow i'm thankful that I'm not left alone..
they will never ever know how much...
hmm,
23rd le. 22nd's gone. don't feel good.. but i guess if i did.. it won't feel good too.. coz either way, I won't know if its the 'right' way.
haha been very random.. tired le.. make myself stay out and not come home for naps again. haha. need to turn the body clock back.. though i can foresee staying up late to chiong for assignment very very soon.. 3 assignments due on 1 day..! wth. known today and due on 19 aug.. less than 1 month. Argh!