Today is sleeping day. really sleep alot =X
tired tired sat. largely due to lying on bed, unable to sleep on friday night...
friday night, just before sleeping, went to check something..
not sure why i always do such things.. but still i did it.
and though i've expect the result, its always still able to hit me greatly.
hmm. i dunno what to do. few more days to think. think no point asking since won't have reply anyway bah..
so much so tt i felt.. brslsl..
well luckily that sat is a busy day. mock com, end of nfac'10 training.
though they brought in many thoughts as well..
thinking bout the last mock com in april this year.. the last mock com last year.
so much had change.. for a nfac.
from those by our side, to those we see them grow.. all are different now.
haiz. well.. at least everything ended on a good note..
next week competition.. and it'll be one more down..
next week will also be 12 july..
many impromtu plans made..
charmaine dropped by for visit.. was talking bout ndp and decided to ask uncle tay if there's tickets..
till the very last min. uncle tay then replied that there's 4 CR tickets.
so last min tt bbq's not yet done.. parade starting.. ended up running to esplanade with charmaine to find uncle tay first..
leg was cramped after tt =X with the wrong footwear, it felt worse than the usual runs. lol.
saw uncle ronnie after almost 1 year!
was walking round to find the entrance.. thinking whether to go in first or wait for lishi.. heard the command from outside and decided to go in first.. afterall the highlight of NDP to us is the parade and fireworks lol. But well.. by the time we went it the contingents were already in place.. 'ministers' had already arrived. but saw the parade commander Lek Seng Khoon! haha. and charmaine was like 'ai the video is last year de!' lol.
managed to catch the marching in of GOH and colours.. hearing the commands, the music.. seeing the march in.. goosebumps.. both of us were constantly 想当年about ndp'09.. missing it..
Being use to seeing the contingents marched in and directly we'll sing the national anthem as we'll just have to wait for the president last year.. this year's parade segment felt draggy though that's how it is for the last few years..
rushed out halfway to pass lishi and tiexuan the tickets.. running all the way outside as the next arrival will be the 'president', main thing.. it will be national anthem.. but well.. still didn't run fast enough and missed the flag flying pass.. end up singing the anthem near the entrance.. can't see anything :( haha. 好想念singing the anthem and saluting at the flag haha. oh and the 'president'... Charmaine like lol.. the same guy. haha.
though this year the 24 other contingents didn't really do a march pass.. they did a forward march and still pass by the president.. similar to last year.. just less formal ba.. NDP'09 is still best haha. :P
职业病... automatically will see their dressing.. spot their mistakes.. yesterday's dressing was quite bad with a huge gap between column 7 and 8 i think. lol. in the morning at hq, saw the ndp contingent pple doing dressing and all.. one officer changing their position etc. i lol and said 'i spot the person doing my job' haha.
well.. the rest of the segment was so so only.. esp the fireworks.. can't even see much from our seats.. =X
after the parade.. another last min impromptu plan.. 'lets go watch ger vs. arg.' lol. by the time we met up with candy and zw.. we got to squeese into mac with the large crowd.. there's even camera crews interviewing pple. lol. spot for lishi and zhenwei on tv or stomp haha.
nice match.. with a huge crowd its always more interesting than watching alone haha.
By the end of the day.. I stink of charcoal, bbq food, sweat, rain and mac. horrible =X bath and can barely open my eyes.. sat infront of the com to stare till my hair dry.. gave up halfway though. lol.
by the time i lie onto bed.. was so tired that it didn't take me long to fall asleep..
but some thoughts still came to my mind..
if god bring me so far to let me die.. ok i'll take things as it is.
i rather things still hurt than not to feel anything at all..
haha. typed a whole chunk of very random stuff.. just narrating.. nothing meaningful..
just to get thoughts out of my mind. and.. slept too much previously.. don't feel sleepy yet.. argh!
日夜颠倒ar.. =/
