what i can only say is.. 'oh well'. lol. fail again.
but well even though i know it had failed, close 1 eye, 2 eyes and the third haha.
how things had change..
things that once affect me alot, no longer have that much of an impact.. haha.
already accept it that tt's how somethings are always gonna be.
and i'll always close 3 eyes to them for them eventually lol.
so much for the turning back the body clock.. =/
still as crap. laid on bed the whole night yesterday unable to really sleep till the first train.. argh.
and while lying on bed.. was drifting in and out of sleep.. 半梦半醒..
guess tt's when the brain sort out all the clattered stuff in the mind.. just like how disk defragment works on com.. haha.
and suddenly something jolt me awake.. my brain subconsciously solved the 'code'. lol. i'm amazed. i'm not even thinking bout it. not the whole thing.. but the main gist of it bah..
我果然太天真lol. should have known.. its quite obvious.. lol. perhaps tonight sleep will have some enlightenment again haha.
today while doing the 'stoning' duty, tried reading EG essential readings.. only finish like 1 article -_-'
3 projects.. argh! wdl wdl zmb zmb! =S
haha 2 more free tshirts for today. last time do duty got free shirt was.. ecp. lol. collected shirts from all unis haha. nus, ntu, smu, sim.
hmm.. seems to be getting worse.. starting to get noticed.. bad. =/
sasath hong :)