Sunday, September 12, 2010
~ 1:56 AM ~
12th of the month. few days after the 7th..
i somehow felt that its the day when decisions are made..
the day that i knew things were indeed bad.. and everything's going to change once again..
7 years ago, there's 12th Jan.. which i always remembered as my 'birthday present' 1 month early..
i'll now remember another 'birthday present' 7 years later.. just that this time round its 3 months late..
haha.
i can tell myself for hundred, thousands time that it won't hurt, i won't be affected anymore..
but deep inside i knew the truth.. they'll always be special.. they'll always matters no matter what..
just that i've learnt that somethings are just meant to be.. will just leave it to the Almighty..
i've did my best to change things.. now its up to God to do the rest..
anyway.. today went out study.. very very long never do such things le.. been alone these days..
the familiarity of today's routine gave me some goosebumps moments haha.
but i think i've learnt to deal with these quite well le.. haha.
afterall practice makes perfect ya. :)
found another 'bo liao' things to do these few days.. =/ haha..
actually got the account few months back.. but seldom use..
tt day saw qq tumblr-ing and went to see see again..
this time round i realise it's indeed quite addictive.. haha.
reblogging all the things.. see nice pictures and words that i felt for and combine them into my own place.. haha.
- http://bluez-daze.tumblr.com/
won't replace my current blog though..
coz here's my private little space.. where my darker sides hide..
blogging things that only i and perhaps those dear ones who will understand..
bluez-daze.. on the other hand will be a place to share random stuff.. on things in general.. mostly from other ppl's tumblrs.. :)
so.. 2 different blogs, different stuff..
but well.. main thing now will be assignment assignment assignment! argh!
in few hrs time.. have agrmf.. hopefully ykahwbg ya.. tc after tt k..
haiz.. haha.
Little pieces of you get chipped away by another person, and you shave little pieces of yourself away so that you’ll fit together, then one day you look up and you don’t even know who you are.
- Grey’s Anatomy
We’re friends, real friends, and that means no matter how long it takes, when you finally decide to look back, I’ll be here.
- Grey’s Anatomy
I'll find back the good little pieces that were being shaved off.. and leave the bad little pieces you all helped me to shave off away from me..
But no matter who I am, I'll always be there whenever you all decide to look back..
you all know that i will..