Monday, September 27, 2010
~ 4:20 AM ~
had a great Friday and Sat. :)
back to zhonghua.. and not for SJ stuff! lol.
the last time such things happen was years ago when we still went back to find 黄老师to play bball haha.
saw lots of familiar faces.. though for most of them, the familiarity stops there..
we have our own fun though :) haha.
took my first lantern this year.. and learned the new way to have fun with lanterns.. haha.
*whack and run* lol.
Sat was a great hanging out day at the hangout with aunty dear and darldarl :) with a small small celebration for the youngest xiaomei (lol candy will be so happy to see being called xiaomei haha). though QQ ps at the last min, though... ... ..., we had fun doing 'arm exercises', singing and dancing haha.. and then its supper at the usual xiandelai.. haha.
chill, talk, eat.. enjoying the simple things with them.. :)
just us reminded me of..
haha i thought that's many many years ago! and just realised that its only 3 years ago.. but then.. we're onlly 19 then.. ok seeing it like that it seems long ago again.. haha. then we've yet to see the '2' =/ lol.
when darl and me board the cab after xdl, smelt something very familiar..
thought for a moment i knew why.. "Airwick Peach air fresherner".. lol.
i laughed. haha. what's god trying to tell me? lol.
its not a weekend with no flashback moments, afterall this period last year was filled with so much memories.. how we've stayed up all those nights and work through the days to complete aunty's guestbook with no 艺术天分.. how we've even knew all the shows that were being shown on TV in the middle of the night.. haha. Then the 4days of fun and laughter, celebrating our last 21st.. talking late into the night, sleeping late into the afternoon, 3 in one bed, telepathy with '他，她 and 它' haha. Its been great memories.. :)
but everything, no matter how simple, how great needs effort to maintain, to continue building..
I can only do my best on my part, try to right the wrongs that i've done, continue putting in the efforts.. and then t.a.b, have faith and pray very hard haha. i'm only human..
and remember i'm blessed with memories..
many things occurring and i'm learning..
come to treasure every little things, every time spend.. cos' I'll never know which might be the last..
no longer hope for many many more to come, and just treasure everything that i have right at the moment..
learned not to be 执著, accept that somethings are not within my control..
close 2 eyes on things that bring sorrow, open eyes big big on those that bring happiness.. lol.
though sometimes it hurts, smile for the happiness of others around you..
remember that i'm just one of the many.. just because to me they're so important, doesn't mean that i am..
这样日子比较快乐，好过.. life's easier this way.. haha.
yesterday i've a dream.. and its so real..
in the dream, things were the same..
someone was telling me somethings but the main thing said was.. 'She is my friend, not was my friend. 'Is' cos she always will be'
though aunty always says that dreams that can be remembered never come true.. but i also always disagree.. cos sometimes there's things that happen that was so similar..
anyway.. i still woke up feeling glad..and hope that.. indeed its so.. even though it won't changes anything, but 还是安慰...
omg very tired and i haven finish my part for the grp proj =/ gonna skip sunday's parts for now..
well just that i seriously needs to be more decisive! its not only making others pissed.. i'm getting irritated too =S i'm like suffering from the illness that Brandon in the Channel U 10pm laywer show previously had.. haha. horrible.. =/
argh.. proj + morning lesson + proj again.. haiz.
seeing that the last post being made late was filled with errors.. guess this time round won't be much better too haha.
