Thursday, October 14, 2010
~ 3:11 AM ~
haiz haiz.. not sure wad's going on for the past few days..
things just don't feel right..
121010.. went to school for the last lesson of sem 5..
lol i noe i noe.. last week i've said its the last lesson.. but i forgotten bout the make up lesson this week.. haha.
ya anyway.. took a bus that i've never took before to bugis..
and it brought me to half of Singapore.. and going round and round..
somehow the long bus ride make me emo.. lol.
not sure why.. just that started thinking bout lots of things again..
and well.. the usual feeling came to me again..
perhaps its where i'm going, perhaps its the shirt i'm wearing..
and later on i realised that its the 12th again..
perhaps being on the 12th explained everything..
so fast ya.. next one it will be half a year le..
hmm.. tt being yesterday, I can't really remember what i'm thinking le.. but well.. just the usual ba..
anyway.. tt mood made me feel like running away.. cycling to somewhere..
planned to cycle when i reached home..
but.. dunno where to cycle to.. don't really feel comfortable to cycle alone too.. haha. its just.. can't put a word to it.. perhaps i'm just not use to it bah..
ended up running.. after 2 weeks of not running.. not counting the tri.. felt not too good haha.
but well the timing showed to be ok though. so not too bad haha.
running.. cleared the mind too..
i seriously need to be more focus on my studying.. less than 2 weeks.. i'm really really going to die die die.. argh! don't know what i'm doing today as well.. haiz.
forget bout blogging.. don't know what i'm typing anyway..
horrible focus these days.. haiz.
nitez.
i know that i'm on my own.. i've made myself know that..
i just need more time to get use to it..
May tomorrow be a better day.. please...