haiz. i didn't see this coming. my stupidity.
let's just see what life has for me tomorrow.
its hard to t, to b anymore..
its proven over and over again it doesn't work haha.
well.. there's so much i can do..
i really thought at least will try harder.. well, perhaps.. i dunno.
no more hard feeling these days..
no longer try hard to insist.. life has shown me enough instances that forcing something to happen won't lead to something good.. haha.
though pain is inevitable no matter how much i try haha.
but well.. i'll get over it.. 开心就好
i'll just continue do my part, what i can and be there..
at least i'll learn how its going to be alone.. a preview for the upcoming dec 42..