Wednesday, November 03, 2010
~ 12:02 AM ~
:) Exams over! hehe.
Freedom is good as usual haha. not sure if everything will be good.. =/ but well.. there's nothing else i can do for that.. so just pray hard ba.. lol. Yesterday's finance everyone came out and said.. 'die lar!' and i'm quite glad for that =X haha. cos tt means high chance for moderation! lol. Its when like today and EG when pple say.. 'Ok lar..', then i start to get worried =/ lol. well. put that aside and just enjoy the next few free days before work starts..
not sure if its the 'this time is always the toughest' mentality.. but felt that this sem exams.. with all the preparation.. has been one of the toughest one.. mentally and physically.
keep falling sick.. fever, nose block.. and it only got worse.. by the last 2 papers I'm bringing in panadols.. =/ ya tt bad.. everytime woke up with a spinning room. haha.
and since last sem exam period.. with bad eating habits esp. during study period.. got gastric.. remembered the first time i felt how gastric pain really felt like last sem =/ this sem.. not that bad.. but with the screwed up body clock, stomach 'clock' also screwed up i guess..
start work le will be waking up early.. eating at lunch time, guess it will be time to let the body recover ba.. haha. and it will also be time for me to face the music too.. i've pushed back again and again.. guess i've been shown too many signs these days that i shouldn't be pushing it back anymore ba..
mentally.. its the first time for uni life. I'm one who become dependent on people and things if i let them matter to me.. so.. same goes to studying.. there's somethings that i depended on.. but this sem i depended on myself haha.. had a change of studying style too.. studied at home and force myself to be discipline.. 自己哄自己，自己骗自己 to study.. lol. by yesterday night i'm more or less just thinking.. its the last day! =/ haha.
last few sems.. though there's sometimes when things are not going that well.. when i thought that.. but there's always support eventually..
this time round.. hmm. haha.
i didn't really thought i will receive.. but i did..
a simple one is good enough.. :)
just before the last paper.. it make yesterday's studying better.. lol
mummy gave me a near-heart-attack this morning by rushing into my room and shouted "你几点考试?!" half awake I can't think but just stun and started to panic.. I don't even know what time was it then haha. asked mum what time was it.. still in shock. lol I can't even remember what she said then.. but well.. eventually i calmed down and remembered my paper is at 2pm which i don't think i've slept for so long.. lol. every sem there's one such scary episode.. lol.
well well~ no more studies for this year! haha.
its in nov le.. though its like.. wow 2 more mths we'll be in 2011! but i can't really say that its fast.. cos 2010 in fact seems like a loooonngg year.. its no doubt a not so good year right from the start.. =/
though along the way I thought things will be better in the following months.. but well.. haha. things proven to be otherwise..
Hey! I shouldn't be writing 2010 review now lar.. lol. there's still 2 more month (abit lesser) for that.. haha.
hmm.. just remembered the things that i'm doing halfway.. think will stop for the supposedly 2010's.. will cont' to do the 2009 one though.. shall dig them out tml haha..
time to sleep! and will be sleeping in peace.. :)
i'm not sure what's going on.. but hope everything's alright..
PnP and tc ya..
if i'm given a test on that.. i'll sure be able to do it.. no doubt.
