Saturday, November 06, 2010
~ 1:37 AM ~
i always believe that there's a higher being/force around us..
some call it fate, destiny, the others believe that to be God Almighty in various names in different religions..
I believed in both.. fate destiny, God Almighty..
how else can I explain somethings, some feeling that just guide me along..
I still believe we're blessed to be.. t.a.b.
after a few days of 'still not feeling so good (in fact worse physically)'
finally a day with no ache, no pain..
today was a day to indulge in simple joy..
a day woken up by my dear hj boy can't be too bad ya.. haha.
seeing the two little boys grow.. seeing them is always able to bring warmth and joy..
kids.. they just have a special aura/power within them ba.. haha. :)
ok though these days there's also quite alot of 'terrifying' kids around haha.
later the night.. yes its just.. nothing much.. haha.
but yet to me it meant something.. :)
yes.. i'm so easy to please these days lol. and yes.. 我还是死性不改
always can't help but think how we all drift.. perhaps that's all part of growing up..
but moments like these reassure me..
perhaps its god's way of teaching us the lessons of life..
who will always be with you.. who will eventually leave..
who will be the star who will always be there no matter if you notice.. who will be the cloud that eventually fade away..
just when i thought everything's good tonight.. i saw.. and i felt..
perhaps i'm being silly again but hmm..
Have faith.. trust.. believe..
and know that there's always stars being out there..
just call and will be there..
jytcmf..
