Friday, December 31, 2010
~ 2:03 AM ~
and here's 311210.. last day of 2010..
on 010110.. i'll never have thought this is how things will turn and twist for this year.. i dunno what 2011 will bring but i hope and pray that its much better than 2010.. haiz.
lol. its the late night again.. late night blogging always end up very random.. one topic jumping to the other topic.. lol. nvm.. let me jump to the next topic..
wanted to go for blood donation today after work.. then remembered that i'm sick and been taking medication.. shouldn't be donating rar. haiz. didn't manage to donate one more time this year.. haiz.
showing the residents G.I Joes for this week.. G.I. Joes.. a movie i don't really remember what was the story like till I watch it again.. but I can remember everything before and after the movie.. the great memories.. haha. esp. after the movie.. the crazy stuff we did back in the hotel.. haha.
2010 ending le.. i think its time to mark a closure for myself..
人改变不了改变不了的事情.. 记得要忘记忘记, 我提醒自己..
not to forget the past memories we had.. but to forget the hope for the plans we had made for the future..
不回不容易, 我有一辈子, 足够用来忘记..
last year i still message.. cos there's still the hope that miracles will happen..
this time round.. things slightly change.. months had passed.. if things will to happen, it should already have ba.. lol.
the line is drawn, the message is clear.. i've tried.. i've failed.. will not be the bugger haha.
i guess its really me lar.. guess if i'm not around things will be alright ba.. haiz. i did everything wrongly..
till the day i'm waiting for.. comes ba (if it ever comes).. till then..
this new year eve's felt like 2007's emptiness combine with bits of 2009's emoness..but not as emo as last year.. lol. well but that's the feeling for now.. shall wait till tonight to have the 'final verdict' haha.
Looking forward to the Firework moments.. the POM POM POM! to clear everything..
ARGH! i miss.. shucks.. i think the emoness is coming =/
shall just sleep before things starts running and keep me awake..
oh speaking of running.. cham lar! have not run since scm.. haha.
random random.. so that i'll not think too much.. haha.
Hopefully can do a proper one before 2010 end.