Saturday, December 25, 2010
~ 3:31 AM ~
Merry Christmas! :)
well well.. truthfully speaking.. Merry still didn't come along with my Christmas this year.. but I've learned to deal with it.. and be happy with what I have.. :)
last year this period of time was.. horrible. emo. miserable.
perhaps.. as time passed i've learned.. 7 months going 8 for me to learn..
guess i'm there's still emo-ness in me.. but i've also learned to push it aside to enjoy myself with what i have..
a simple simple wish i've made..
s.a.s.a.t.h.. may one day we'll bbfa.. i'll just let Almighty up there lead us..
May what's meant to be, be kind for us..
haha bo liao me went to read the decemeber entries for the past few years.. truthfully i can't remember much of it.. only the last 2 years.. 2008 will always be the best Christmas I remembered.. and 09 will be the worst Xmas.. well.. till one day something 'big' happen and change it..
haha well well.. who knows how many more Christmas I'll have anyway haha.
well.. let's get back to present.. :) my voice is Sexy! haha. expected when i'm still eating bbq food with my horrible condition.. lol. can't feel my throat anymore =/ and more bbq on sunday =/ haha. but die die i'll go to work on monday! cos there'll be xmas party with the residents and there's a eeyore mascot that i want to take photo with! haha.
oh! and the xmas gift for them.. its still less than half done? =/ so hard! argh. haha.
dunno when i'll ever complete it.. by the time i've completed it.. i wonder if i will ever give it to them.. lol.
perhaps it will be another of those ungiven gifts..
time for bed.. :) Good nitez!
its time like this that i know.. they'll always be special no matter what..
i've learned to let go, i've learned to move on.. but i've never given up, i'll always be there
sasath my dearest bestest 2.. triplets don't come in 1 nor 2.. they come 3s..