Wednesday, January 26, 2011
~ 12:20 AM ~
argh! Fever caught me again.. =/ another sucky thing to add on to the list.. must be the weather these days.. 忽冷忽热.. was doing my work halfway and suddenly felt very cold.. thought it will get better.. but next thing i know i'm running a fever. argh. panadol, nap, got better.. abit.
woke up.. saw something that made me goes 'hmm...'
looks familiar.. checked my previous entry.. indeed..
but guess my words screwed me again? haiz.
at that moment was more irritated at school stuff.. early morning with all the argh.
on com and was just ranting in general.. now read.. hmm.. words can be seen differently after sometimes.. never realise that it can link and mean several things..
unless my subconscious screw me up someway..
haiz. just another screw up with words and me ba.. tsk. and that's the prob with words as 1 way communication.. there's no way to clarify things immediately..
face to face at least you'll know when something went wrong immediately.. and could try to rectify.. over other medium only way is to guess.. and for my case.. the result is always bad =/
i think i should seriously stop continuing typing.. haha. the more i type, the more i dunno where i'm heading.. and i guess the worse things will get. ah.. nvm. getting drowsy.. words get screwed when i'm awake.. now half asleep i shall just stop lol.
more projects to tackle tml. time to be politically correct.. its only the start and i can't wait for everything to be over..
'On this day of your life, Hong Jin, we believe God wants you to know ... that it's important to be gentle with yourself.
Treat yourself as you would treat your dearest friend. Be kind to yourself. Be supportive.'
lol. similar to the 'Follow the advices that you will give to others' that i've mentioned few entries ago.. haha. shall be good and drink more water, eat and worry less.. lol. life is full of screw ups and there's many things not within our control.. jiayou ba!