Saturday, January 15, 2011
~ 2:45 AM ~
sometimes i felt like superman.. an idiotic superman..
like superman..
its mostly me and me alone..
独来独往..
值得吗?i no longer know..
only 2 things hold me back..
R which i have mostly completed
and Friends.. they ask.. and its hard to say no.. even they don't ask, i see struggle.. and i'll jump in like the idiotic superman.. in i jump.. sometimes forgetting i've jumped in too many holes at the same time..
its ok if i jump and see those i've jumped in for.. what makes one felt more like an idiot was when you jump, you see them there.. and after you jump, they jump too.. just the different direction.. in you jump, out they jump..
and you thought that after jumping into so many holes for others.. when you're in a hole, they'll jump in for you too.. but we know that life's never fair..
but there's always some who will always surprise you.. those you only 'save' now and then ended the one who jumped in to save you..
and the complexity of everything kills you brain cell.. lol.
well perhaps this is a vicious cycle! haha.
brain cells dead = more idiotic = everything more complicated = more brain cells killed!
argh! i'm not making any sense.. lol.
doesn't matter.. just need a break from packing my stuff..
argh!