these days radio, tv, facebook, everywhere.. we can hear 'Home'.
yup 'Home' in Feb is abit weird.. cos it felt like National Day is just around the corner.. but well. its for Total Defence day this time round..
attached video below..
despite hearing it over and over again.. everytime i heard it.. all the goosebumps will be on alert.. all the '毛站'.. lol.
few mins ago. radio just played it.. this time round.. more extreme for me with tears flowing haha.
perhaps its just the late night.. getting tired.. easily emotional when one's tired.. lol.
the scene flowing through my mind at the moment was.. make a guess?
haha.. nee soon camp.. the parade square when we have all our ndp rehearsal.. and when rehearsal ends.. when everyone rushing to go up the stairs.. all stinky.. they'll blast those national day songs.. and when its 'Home' everyone will just start singing 'This is Home, truly where I know I must be~' and its always a great atmosphere, a great feeling..
haha yup.. tt's wad went through my mind then.. and in that scene.. they're there.. ' this is home surely as my senses tell me, this where i won't be alone.. for this is where i know it's home.'..
i miss them.. and somehow the more stress i'm under, the more they'll be miss.. lol.
tonight.. i'm overwhelm by them.. perhaps cos i'm at home and not outside..
i shouldn't be blogging.. haha. it just make things worse in a way..
few more night of stress.. i just realised few days ago that there's a test on sat.. thurs-assignment, fri-assignment and tt leave me with no days to study for the test.. i'm screwed. haiz.
its back to work.. hopefully radio won't replay 'Home' again tonight lol.
If you fight with your friends just put aside your ego, hug them and say, "I need you idiot. At least to fight with you!" - Pravs World.
IDIOTS! bbsw! bakas..
they're so faraway.. i'm taking small steps to move on.. the steps that they've taken long ago..
