Saturday, February 26, 2011
~ 3:33 AM ~
things are getting bad to worse.. i can only hope everything will turn out fine..
seriously f up..
though i deserve it i guess..
but somethings just can't be explained..
走一步,看一步
its either i'll reach the harbour or sink into the sea..
today on the way to school, on the way back..
the feeling then was.. horrible..
in the past i just need to send hundred ...... messages to either and their reply will make things better.. but it no longer work that way..
but well, though i didn't send, god arrange messages to come in that time..
though its not really the same and stop halfway.. it did made things slightly better.
perhaps its the almighty way of telling me just p.u.s.h and push through it, don't give up and they'll do the rest.
i'll do what i can..
i wonder will i ever sleep too long on my left and just be gone..
even sleeping worries me.. haiz.