ARGH!!! I the midst of all this mugging.. totally forget that tomorrow is tri! and I dunno how again.. :/ no one will be home.. and things have not been good.. more signs to tell me don't go.. BUT! truly these reasons are not impt.. its really dependent on me i guess.. to take the rational way and listen or just go do what I want.. haiz. but its really a waste if I don't go.. already miss dual and then this as well? but then again there's the next 2 papers..
argh. should have just continue to 'forget' about the tri lar! won't be so troubled then.. :/ haiz. i felt stupid to worry about this.. cos in the past I'll just go.. and i know what it means to not going again this time round.. but other things now matter too.. shall see..