been a long time since i'm so tired even before camp.. yes last time when being a cadet, before the camp was already super tired with all the group performances, preparations and stuff.. but after being an officer, tired yes.. but not like this.. so much so that I can't wait for it to be over.. :/
oh well.. still gotta go through it and hope that everything went on smoothly and everyone from the cadets, to the ncos, to my senior ncos and graduates, to all offices will benefit and learn something from it..
well I've been learning over these few weeks too.. lol. too tired to process it in the good light yet lol. perhaps these things will be better appreciated when I'm more alert and not constantly in tired mood.. :/ can feel temper getting bad with the serious lack of sleep.. bad bad.. shall control ya.. haha.
while juggling with camp.. taking results in stride.. god felt that I can take on more and add in the family component.. 2nd 外婆 passed away.. ya second granny.. complicated family tree on my maternal side.. but ya.. family responsibility has to be done too.. going to run in and out of camp.. well well...