Today's test had not been too good.. my fault.. Placed too much things higher priority than studying..
Dear han jie called just before I ended work yesterday.. No heart to reject my dear boy lol. seeing them never fails to bring smile.. They've grown so much lol. But also made me realize how we've drifted apart from the family.. I've also been proud if our tight knitted family.. But these days it seems that we no longer meet them so often and just don't feel as close anymore.. On the way back, I was thinking how I always believe that all relationship needs effort to maintain.. Hmm.
Tml s45 meeting.. Still not sure if I'm going to meet them.. Comes back to how much I'll like to keep in contact with them? I miss ask those talk cock session with them.. But sometimes it just feel tired to entertain.. Perhaps cos we need to keep finding topics to talk about..
wheras with those comfortable enough, we can just talk for the whole night.. Jumping from one thing to another.. And even meeting up few times a week, they'll still be miss.. Lol.
I'm always thankful to have known them.. despite everything else..
Tonight after test, aunty tempted me with sakae dinner.. Though in the end still didn't manage to eat and satisfy the long long craving.. Lol. But reminded me of the past where we'll often go sakae after tests or a busy study week for the feeling of xing fu.. Or after a tough time to know that things will be alright.. Trying to talk things out.. Or just being with each other taking our comfort food..
sakae.. We always said that we started there.. Lol. sakae to me is special.. Not only for the food.. :)
Perhaps I've been missing the feeling as much as I miss cold cold spicy salmon! haha.
Random. Lol.
Glad to see that things are well.. :)
Let's all just jy in life ya!
